yeah i know what your thinking...it's about time right?

ok i know it's been a while since i've done this and frankly i'm not sureprized that i only got two messages. I have a bad habbit of only finding blogging places that noone leaves comments on. But that's cool cuz that means that i can freely express things that i feel w/out having to worry about people seeing it and freaking out or something. Ok well onto the w/e it is i'm going to talk about. Yeah in case you didn't notice, i'm making this up as i go. hmm ok well i played the drums again for my youth and that was fun cuz today went pretty well. I know where i messed up and where we as a band messed up but we'll work on that. Music is such an astounding and intriqit thing. It has passion behind it that provokes certain emotions from the chords and vocals and the drive of the drums/bass. I believe that music is the universal language cuz despite what the language is, we can relate and feel something from the music being played. But in life our passions can interfere w/what we really need to focus on. I know for sure that my desire for music has crushed my desire to make good grades. Which is bad cuz i get mad seeing that everyone else is making good grades and me seeing that i am capable of it, if i apply myself. On the flip side, if i don't practice and find bands that i've never heard and expand my musical awareness, i can't expect to excell there either. hmm what to do? yeah i heard they made baggy jeans unconstituional. Yeah that stinks for people who wear them but i don't like or support them, so i agree. Now if they band skinny jeans, then i will take that to the house w/an attitude. But hopefully we won't have to go there. yeah i was really up the other day and i didn't sleep at all really and that caused me to feel like crap when i woke and i decided not to go to school due to my lack of interest/desire to sleep. It's becoming stronger and more prevelent and it is no bueno for me or anyone. i'm pretty much doomed for tomm. cuz it's late and i havn't done tues. hw yet. oh well i hope i get grace cuz it's not happenin this late. ok well adios amigos.
KRASONICA SHEEN POWER

# 2 BABY!

well my friend i am once again putting another blog on here. maybe i will more success than my xanga at getting people to look at it and comment. i wont make it to long cuz that scares people away and frankly i don't really have the time. Well once again we lost our soccer game and we didnt score!! (sigh) yeah that gets frustrating but w/e. Um i doubt anyone really remebers her but makenzie commented me on my xanga for the first time in a long time and now i hope we can get back to talkin so more. I've been acting and feeling differently lately and some would say that it's depression but for some reason i havn't to desire or motivation to a lot things. I've become pretty apathetic toward school ( oh no!!), and i've become less social with people, like i'm withdrawn to myself. Maybe it's because i've had a lot on my mind and i've had enough drama for a while. idk but i'm kinda like it in some ways. People listen more when you talk and i can observe more now than before cuz my mouth is shut. So yeah i think that's about it as far as journal goes. Now i move onto the part where i ask questions and answer some myself. If you could go anywhere in universe, where would you go? If you could meet anyone, who?