Wednesday, October 1, 2008
# 2 BABY!
well my friend i am once again putting another blog on here. maybe i will more success than my xanga at getting people to look at it and comment. i wont make it to long cuz that scares people away and frankly i don't really have the time. Well once again we lost our soccer game and we didnt score!! (sigh) yeah that gets frustrating but w/e. Um i doubt anyone really remebers her but makenzie commented me on my xanga for the first time in a long time and now i hope we can get back to talkin so more. I've been acting and feeling differently lately and some would say that it's depression but for some reason i havn't to desire or motivation to a lot things. I've become pretty apathetic toward school ( oh no!!), and i've become less social with people, like i'm withdrawn to myself. Maybe it's because i've had a lot on my mind and i've had enough drama for a while. idk but i'm kinda like it in some ways. People listen more when you talk and i can observe more now than before cuz my mouth is shut. So yeah i think that's about it as far as journal goes. Now i move onto the part where i ask questions and answer some myself. If you could go anywhere in universe, where would you go? If you could meet anyone, who?
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I completely understand bout the whole "withdrawn to yourself" thing, and beginning to become apathetic towards school. I go through phases similar to that- where i find myself becoming disinterested, and sometimes apathetic, toward things that used to really excite me or make me desire to work harder. I, by my nature, like to spend time alone to refresh and rejuvenate myself...b/c, frankly sometimes ppl get on my LAST livin' nerve. lol. But, I always have to watch and make sure that becoming introverted doesn't lead to me feeling depressed. Honestly, in most cases it's an attitude thing. It's sooo hard, but it's extremely necessary to make sure that you're not allowing yourself to get in a slump b/c you're trickin' yourself that you like it.
We do need time alone, but we also have to keep in mind that when we are, we become more vulnerable to the Enemy's attacks. Take Jesus for example. When did Satan come to Him and tempt Him? It was when He was alone in the wilderness, away from the encouragement and support of fellow Believers.
Therefore, I highly encourage you to keep your Spiritual eyes open towards any situation, or emotion, that would leave you vulnerable to the Enemy's attacks.
wow i don't have a book to write:) but i can say that i do understand the whole apathetic to school deal. i am havin such a hard year that i am startin to not care. i really got to work on it. maybe this year will get better.
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